spacecadet:

with-roll-of-drum:

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes and no.

(Source: saocore)

Time to go on a rant about how much I hate myself and everything in my life. I’m not pretty enough, I don’t have nice, lean, tone muscles, I’m not smart, not in school, I can’t save enough money to move out. I’m a slacker, lazy, doomed to be stuck here forever. I can’t do anything right. God… I want to die. I literally asked whatever being there is out there to let me keep sleeping, to not let me wake up tomorrow. I think that’s what would make me happy. The only fucking person texting me is some old, creepy perv from work.. and he even stopped! I’m only good to my family for picking up their shit, and to the majority of my friends just for rides or to be there when other people are preoccupied. No one really gives a shit about me. I look at all of my friends my age, people I went to high school with, they’re either in school doing something with their life or they’re engaged, married or married with a kid! I spend my days sitting here thinking “what am I going to do with my life? I’m not good at anything… I’ll never be good at anything”. God damnit. I’m tired of being worthless. I want to mean something to someone. I want to have a real family and friends that care about me and want to do stuff for me for a change. I want to feel gorgeous and go on a date with a nice guy, a nice guy that could possibly be the one I marry… Can’t something good happen to me for once in my life? Oh right.. that world doesn’t exist.